When Love Is The Strongest....

I am so in love with this girl. Thought she was leaving me today and it scared the hell out of me.

The day started perfect as always. Cyndi sent me a text that said I Love You. How more perfect could it have been. After about 30 minutes I said something that just sent the rest of my morning to hell. It hurt the one I love and drove her over the edge. She said she doesn't want to hurt me anymore. The only problem with that is that what I had said was not meant to be anything but a simple question. Things got out of hang after that.

I was so looking forward to having lunch with Cyndi today but the boss came to town so she felt like she should stay in the office for lunch.

Sorry. Anyway, after many back and forth text were sent, I did the stupidest thing of all. I told her I was going to come up and I hoped that she would come out to see me for a minute. She said don't but I needed to see her. To make her see how much I love her. Well to make a long story short (to late) (haha) I got there and called her to tell her I would wait for five minutes "Please come out". Three voice mails, three text and nothing. After five minutes I called and told her that I really would have loved to have her come out, but I understood and that I would always love her.

I drove to the end of the street before she text and said she had been away from her desk and just got my messages. She said she understood that I had said goodbye and that was it. I told her that I was turning around and I would see her in a minute, but she said she would not see me. I had made my choice.

After many minutes of begging she agreed to see me for a minute. She came out and I held her hand and told her what she meant to me. She is my light.

She's talking to me again and I hope that someday she will know how much she means to me. I say the words but that doesn't even start to come close to explaining how much I love her.

I don't get to see her everyday and when I do it's only for lunch or a 5 minute visit, but those few minutes make my whole day. Knowing that I will see her and that she so much wants to see me, makes the wait for her well worth it.

I love you Cyndi. Mrs. Williamson. I know you love me and love see me and I feel the same so lets make this work until we can be together forever.

I hope to at least have lunch for my birthday.

I love you, need you, and want you forever. You are my Heart, my Light, my Love, and my Life. You are my ONE. I Promise....

Love You,

Tony