Worried....

I was told today that the woman who scared me the second most in my life, (Cyndi's Mom) long story, had a biopsy. done and the doctor wants to talk to her about the results. I am praying with all my heart that she is ok. I haven't seen her in many years but I'm holding out hope to see her soon. She is a strong woman and so kind. Please Mrs. S. Please be ok.

I also pray for Cyndi. She had some medical issues awhile back and got no support from the one person that should have been most concerned. He wasn't there for her in her time of need and most likely won't be there for her Mom. Cyndi, I'm right here for you.

I pray for K and M. (Cyndi's kid's) Her mom and dad are very hands on with the kids.

Cyndi I love you and I'm here to support you no matter what. I have always been here and will always be here.

Cyndi, I miss you and I'm here for you, K, and M. But most of all I'm here for your mom. I only wish you could tell her they I am thinking and praying for all of you.

I love you, Come back home.

Tony

A Poem For Cyndi....

I said that I loved you. You believed me.

I said that I needed you. You believed me.

I said that I wanted to spend my life with you. You believed me.

I said I would wait for you. You believed me.

You said that you loved me. I believed you.

You said that you needed me. I believed you.

You said that you wanted to spend your life with me. I believed you.

You said you would wait for me. I believed you.

Where did it all go wrong?

Why Can't you believe me anymore?

Where did the trust go?

I still believe in you.

Please still believe in me.

I still love you.

I still Need you.

I still want to spend my life with you.

I still will wait for you.

Do you still believe me?

I do still believe you.

I do still believe in US.



I Love You Cyndi.

Yours always,

Tony

Lost...

I lost you just when I found you. I understand. He has everything to offer you. I have only my heart, my love. He had you first. 20 years. That's a long time for anyone. I will not bother you anymore. You know how to reach me if you need me.

Your happiness is whats most important to me and that seems to be him.

I will never let go of you in my heart. I will only leave if you ask. I am here for you forever my love. I wish I knew how to make you love me like you love him. There is a reason you left me all those years ago.

I hope that someday you will call and tell me that you chose me.

I will love you forever Cyndi.

Tony...