What the F------

Ever have one of those days that make you say what the hell did I do for this. Well today was one of those days.

Today started out great. Cyndi called and started my day by saying "I Love You". Can't Beat that for a wake up. Well at least I can't beat that for now. So my day started on a high note. I was going to meet her for lunch. Getting to see her is so special. I love to look into her eyes and seeing my future. We talked all morning and made our plans. Then everything went to hell.

Her husband called and told here to stay put because he was coming up there for only the third time since she started working there. Damn. I was really LOOKING forward to see her. wink, wink. Well my surgery will go off without a hitch. WRONG.

Mr. W, you have Pyo genic Granuloma. I form of skin cancer. Can't someone please just stomp on my puppy. That's the only thing left. Had to decide if I was going to tell Cyndi. She just found out Sat. that her mom has cancer. I better tell her or she will kick my ass.

Well things started looking up when I called Cyndi after the doctor's and she wanted me to come by. I got to see her for 10 minutes, the best therapy I could have had, and she did what she does best. Took my hand, kissed me, and let me know how much she was in love with me.

We talked on the phone the rest of the day and texted while she was on her way home. we talked on the phone until I had to go.

I can't wait until tomorrow when I get to talk to my love again.

Cyndi, I love you. You are My Heart, My Light, My Love, and My ONE....

Until tomorrow,

Tony