CANCER!!!!!

I just found out that Cyndi's mom has cancer. I love this lady. She was like a mom to me. She took me in when I was kicked out of my house. She treated me like her own son. I need to talk to her. But I can't.

I need to hold Cyndi right now. She needs me. She knows that I will be there for her. She knows that I will be there to give her the support she so badly needs at this moment. I need to be there for her. I need her to be here for me. We need to hold each other and not let go. I need to talk to her. But I can't.

I talked to her this afternoon and I had told her that we needed to be together because we don't know how long we have. This was just a few hours before we knew anything about this.

What can I do. I can't call her. I can't talk to her mom. They both need support from the people that love them. Her mom doesn't even know I still feel this way about her. Mrs. S, I'm here for you. Even if I can't be there with you.

Cyndi. I love you so much and I don't want to wake up one day and find that something has happen to you without me being there.

Cyndi, Mrs. S, I love you both. I wish I could be there for both of you, and I need both of you so much right now.

Tony