Lost...

I lost you just when I found you. I understand. He has everything to offer you. I have only my heart, my love. He had you first. 20 years. That's a long time for anyone. I will not bother you anymore. You know how to reach me if you need me.

Your happiness is whats most important to me and that seems to be him.

I will never let go of you in my heart. I will only leave if you ask. I am here for you forever my love. I wish I knew how to make you love me like you love him. There is a reason you left me all those years ago.

I hope that someday you will call and tell me that you chose me.

I will love you forever Cyndi.

Tony...