A weird kind of happiness...

She picked me. She's couldn't pick me. Confused yet?

She chose to stay with her husband. She wants to be with me. She has told me this. I have seen it in her eyes Heard it in her voice....

She is staying for her daughters sake. She is afraid of the mental strain a divorce may have on a very beautiful little 9 year old girl. Told her that if she's not happy then her daughter will feel that, know matter how hard she attempts to hide it.

So why am I happy about all of this?

When asked if kids were not involved what choice would she had made....

She Chose Me!!!! I am the one she wants to be with. I'm the one she wants to wake up to each morning, Lay down with at the end of the day, Have my arms wrapped around her.

She Chose Me!!! To give me her love and mine to her for all time.

I know we will be together. she is my light, my heart, my love.

She has a fear of something that she is not ready to talk about. I will wait. As long as we have each other I Will wait. We have each other and that's what's important.

I Love You Cyndi,

Until tomorrow,

Tony