Soulmates.....

In the last year a lot has changed. I've met new friends and reconnected with some old ones. K is having some issues with depression. I really wish I could help her. I still think about her all the time.

Anyway. If you have followed my older post then you remember me talking about M. She was an old girlfriend that I reconnected with after my divorce and we have seen each other for the last year and a half. Well about a week before the holidays an old friend emailed me to see how I was doing. Ok, you know how in your past you have met someone that when you first saw them you knew that was the one person you were meant to be with? Well this was that "ONE".

We dated many years ago but things just didn't work out betweeen us. I finally got her to agree to meet with me a few months later, but on the day she was to meet me, she had a car wreck. Nothing bad but one of the witnesses went on to marry her and they have been married for the last 20 years. Bad Luck?

I asked M where she saw our relationship going. She said it is just the way she wants it and nothing more. I want a more long term relationship but she just wants the old boyfriend/girlfriend thing. Hell, I have never met her friends. So we want different things in our future.

So what to do. M wants nothing more than what we have and C wants me to wait for her while she desides what shes wants. She is having some marrage issues and has said she wants to spend time with me. She said she feels the same as me but don't know what to do.

So do I Wait for C or stay with M? Tell me your thoughts.

Until we talk again,

T