8 1/2 years...

I want her to give me the chance to grow with her. Not just in age but in spirit. We talked last night when she stopped on her trip home. She said she did not want to talk about our future on the phone or on the computer. I can respect her for that. She refused to say I love you. That was my first clue that the end is near. Some of her answers were cryptic. Tonight a marriage of 8 1/2 years will come to an end because of my stupidity. I hope that tomorrow I can write you here and tell you I was wrong.

Last night I let my son sleep in the bed with me. I was thinking it might be the last time I get to do that. Isn't it funny how younglings know there is a problem without being told. He looked at me last night and said "Daddy, I think there is a 1% chance that mommy will ask you to live in another house." Then about 10 minutes later he revised that figure to 55%. Kids know. He said he was very sad. I told him that even if I move to another house, it doesn't mean that mommy and daddy don't love him just as much as before.

K.Remember, you are My Heart, My Soul, My Life, My Love.

T

P.S. Please give the chance to grow with you...