Saturday, June 20, 2009

Please Lord Take Me Now...

I'm ready for this life to be over....

9 comments:

Unknown said...

its hard isnt it?
sometimes just the thought of living another day makes me want to scream.
But i do and you will too my new friend.

Thank you for your frequent visits to my blog and your honest appreciation of what i try to get across.

I can only imagine what it is you are going through and want you to know, I am sending you love and angels from someone who knows and cares.

I am all too familiar with the tortured soul of someone in love and if i may, i suggest you get a copy of jackson Brownes cd
'i'm alive'
he wrote it post breakup with Daryl Hannah and the picture on the front cover tells the story of the toll it took on him.
The songs are about pain and survival but they are so inspirational as well.

just a thought

Lisa xxx

Woman in a Window said...

you hold on.
life is hard.
sometimes it seems too hard.
sometimes it seems impossible.
but you will smile again.
you will love again, as impossible as that seems.
you will feel the breeze again
and find the moon again
and it will sing to you.
hold on.

Piratedred said...

Lisa,

Thanks for the kind words. It helps to know that people are out there who understand.

It's been almost a month now and it only gets harder with each passing day. I hope to get through this but sometimes it feels like there is no end in site.

I'm going to get that CD and I will be reading your writings each day. I have become a fan.

T.

Piratedred said...

Thanks Woman.
I'm doing my best to hold on.
I could never do anything to myself so that is why I sometimes pray to GOD to take me from this hurt and this pain.

T.

Unknown said...

try not to get away from the pain.
honour it and go with it- resistance is not the answer here.

Lisa xx

Catherine Vibert said...

Don't you dare be thinking that way PD. Do you have some friends you are seeing, hanging out with who are helping you with this (besides bloggers). I get that you are needing people who can really be there for you, listen to you, hug you? I'm so sorry for all of this pain you are enduring...

I also really thank you for your comments on my blog yesterday and today. (But what is ATL?)

Hang in there Tony.

RachelW said...

Tony, love and hugs to you. You are a father; remember that wonderful, strong, fun being who you are in your child's eyes. That is probably one of the most important things to hold onto right now. He needs you. ((((T))))

Piratedred said...

Thanks to everyone for your kind words. I am feeling a little better today. I have very few close friends so my blog is the only way I know of to truly express
myself. Andwhen I read some of your blogs, it makes me feel like I'm not alone. There are those out there who hurt as much as I do. Maybe one day we can all find the happiness that we all long for.

T.

Moanerplicity said...

Sometimes, when the heart is broken and it seems beyond repair, nothing soothes that singular ache more than music... the sadder the better. Not just any music. No. I mean some lowdown, heartbroken-bluesy-woe-is-me-why-me-why-me-gut-deep-down-aching-make-wanna-cry-like-a-five-year-old-lil-girl-with-a-skinned-knee MUSIC!

You can choose your own artist, but the sadder-more-life-reflecting the better. Last time for me, I found the cure in a classic Roberta Flack album that allowed me the freedom to drown in the depths of my sorrow, letting that VOICE speak everything that was deep within me. Just knowing there was consolation in a sad, intimate-sounding voice rescued and reassured me that SOMEONE else on this planet UNDERSTOOD me and this thing felt.

So, I would suggest music that makes you cry. Crazy how therapeutic it can TRULY be.

Snatch JOY!

One.

Lin